SCOOOOORE !

Tell me who just win 4-0 against the Bostons Bruins ? Oh, and could you tell me who scored 2 times tonight after a two weeks injury ? Simon Gagné from the Philadelphias Flyers, of course ! :D

where were you ?

It's been a long time. I was pretty busy unh. I found a job and I studied for the first time in my life for my final exams... and I fucked it up.

Anyway.

I just created myself a twitter account. I make it red. I had an account I made like three years ago and wasn't using it. I actually want to follow Ian Somerhalder alias Damon Salvatore ahahha, so I created a new one and tried to understand how to use it. I heard somewhere that Twitter was complicated as hell, but I find it quite simple after all. Tweets and Follows. That's it :)

btw, follow me on Twitter =]

Flora

Nous avons été des jours sans bouger

comme un paysage

qu'on aurait appliqué sur une toile

en toutes petites touches

comme il en est de la brume et du nénuphar

quand le temps s'entête dans la nostalgie

et laisse

comme sur la toile

les couleurs se délaver sous la chute et la mémoire

- Rolande Ross, du livre Flora par Louise Tanguay

Don't you want to be a princess hunn ?

I recently went to Quebec, actually during the spring break. I'm from a little place so I always thought I would easily get lost in such a big city. WRONG ! In my mind, the Place Laurier was miles and miles long. WRONG ! I believed I couldn't hang out all by myself. WRONG, again. I couldn't be more wrong. I like this city. Most of the people seems to care about their own business. I mean, yeah, I bet there is some stupid people - like everywhere else in the world - but there are so much people that they just don't care if you cut your hair in a different way or whatever, and, I may look mean, but there is always someone worst than you. The little place I come from is reaaaally great for the rumour of every kind, and everyone judge everyone else. I need some change right now and I'm seriously thinking about going to the university of Quebec, of course after my two years in Amqui. I'm bored of those blabbing.

ANYWAY. I finally bought my prom dress ! It is a mix of blue and black all glittering. I looooooove it ! I won't look like a princess, that's for sure, but if at least I look kinda good I'll be alright :)

YESSIR !

I just bought the third book of The Vampire Diaries and I can't wait to read it. Irony : I'm here on blogspot writing this down instead of read the book.

21 Guns - Green Day and The Cast of American Idiot

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q1RKr4pWOqs

p-e-r-f-e-c-t

What if I ...

I usually don't like Paris Hilton. I didn't like her reality show, I didn't like her music. I laughed when I saw her in House Of Wax and then I either don't like her « My New BFF » thing. However, she said something interesting one day :

« No matter what a woman looks like, if she’s confident, she’s sexy »

I must agree. I lacked of self-confidence so much long time ago, and I now understand that, even if I'm fat, even if I'm not a model, even if so much more thing, I could date with someone if I go on by myself. Then I tried to live by that quote everyday, and I must say it worked well.

When you want to , but know you shouldn't , close your eyes , forget everyone else , and do it anyway .

You're a trash.

Today was a strange day.

I first saw that my little grey cat has a brand new white spot on her neck. I choose her when she was baby because I thought she was cool – and cute – with her little white and round spot. Then it expands on the right side so its sucks because she isn’t cute – and cool – anymore.

Second I ate watermelon - nothing strange with that. So I cut it on the horizontal side and guess what I discovered ? A heart shaped form in the fruit ! My mom bought it for the Valentine day so I guess there is a link between LOL. Anyways, I thought it was strange and I wanted to take a picture of it, but I realised that I forgot my camera at my daddy’s house. So I went looking for it, and when I came back, my mom put the watermelon to the trash because, she said, it wasn’t pretty on the dinner table. UNNNNH. I thought it was a cool picture to put on blogspot because it wasn’t usual AND of course because it is Valentine day (valentine = love = heart = weirdo watermelon). Don’t you think so ?

Then unnnh, Philadelphia Flyers won its fourth consecutive game tonight. THAT’S REALLY STRANGE.

PS: I know the picture doesn't fit at all with the context, and do I care ?

HAPPY, chalalala ♪

I thought about something today. It was when I was in my mathematic class, listening to the same old shit I already understood two weeks ago. I'm always in a kind of oblivion when I listen to mathematics, so the only thing I can do is to think about... things and other things. Why not ? I cant do something better ; my agenda is already full of drawings, and the teacher freaks out if I speak to a friend. Anyway.

The thing is, I am happy being single. I don't feel obligated to rush into another relationship and put up with all its drama.

I said it. Congrat's, me.

Never take life seriously . Nobody gets out alive anyways .

I was made for loving you baby, you was made for loving meee

Alright. What's your dream relationship unh ? Is it with flowers, white horse and all the romantic stuffs ? Is it the only-sex relation ? Is it the Twilight thing ? Do you want it flashy, cocky ?

I think i'm dysfunctional.

Seriously. I never met someone who wants the same kind of relationship as me. Never. I think that a relationship doesn't have to be, unh, « functional » to work. It doesn't have to benefit the people in it, and doesn't have to be lovey-dovey 24/7. As long as you can thrust each other and can communicate well, you've got good foundations to base a perfectly decent relationship.

It makes me think about fews things couples do.

• « You need to be in each other’s screen names, and write how your 2days relation will lasts forever »
• « We'd remember the date we got together, and celebrate our anniversary every month by broadcasting it all over facebook with status such as ' 1 month today babyboy, I love you forever (L) ' »
• « In every picture we take together, we must be kissing / touching each other up »
• « Every time we meet, we must do something to prove we're together (kissing, hold your hand, rub my but), just so we get attention »
• « Wherever you go and whatever you do, I have to know where/when/who/why/how »
• « We have to be lovey-dovey 24/7 or people will think there is something wrong between us »

BULLSHIT.

Put your girl/boyfriend’s name and a heart or a smiley face in your screen name, not a pack of lies about how you’re going to be together forever. Nothing lasts forever. Fuck the date (s)he asked you out, and fuck celebrating it, you got with someone, big deal. What's wrong with picture you just hanging out ? What's wrong with having a public chat instead of having public sex ? Not everyone NEEDS to know you're together, it doesn't matter. You know you're together and that's what matters. Give each other space. Fuck being lovey-dovey all the time. Look aren't everything. If you have a problem, SPEAK with your girl/boyfriend and FIND an solution.

THAT'S IT.

Vintage

Who's gonna miss this idiot ?

I hate people who try to impose their opinion. It's like those who always judge people... and god knows that there are many around ! I'm not one of those fake / pretty / fashion / blond hair / blue eyes stereotype girl so I often get judged. When it happens, believe me, your self-esteem get slapped ! It pisses me off when i'm talking to someone and she suddently says things like «OMG, this girl is so ugly» then i'm like «She isn't that bad» and she answers something like «Wathever, I THINK SHE'S UGLY AND THAT'S IT» . I think that imposing its judging is the worst thing ever. Anyway, that's the way it is... Unfortunately.

Unhh , that's for me to know and for you to dot dot dot

Guess what ? Some changes for the new year . Mainly the new layout . And a few other little things . Enjoy !

Cookies are great

well , well , well




merry x-mas everyone

and happy new yeeeeeeear



my resolutions for 2010 are :
- to stop to corrode my nails
- to stop giving away bad impressions of myself (THIS is going to be HARD lol)
- to have way, way more fun
- to lose weight (10 lbs in an entire year, it's kinda okay ?)

What the hell is a book ?

J'aime les romans . J'adore , même . Je trouve que les romans « seuls » sont banals et je suis moins tentée de les lire , allez savoir pourquoi ! J'ai toujours apprécié les séries en plusieurs tomes . Peut-être que la hâte de finir un livre pour en commencer un autre m'attire ? Ou encore le fait que les histoires sont plus longues et avec plus de détails ? Mais ce n'est pas ça l'important . Cette année , j'ai lu plusieurs , plusieurs livres . Et comme on va bientôt entendre / regarder beaucoup trop de « Top 3 / 10 / 345349874982 » de la décennie / de l'année , pourquoi pas n'en rajouter un autre =) ?

Bref , si j'aurais à nommer une série que j'ai particulièrement aimée durant l'année 2009 , je choisirais sans doute Vampires Diaries (v.f : Le journal d'un vampire) par Lisa J. Smith . J'ai lu les deux premiers tomes et le troisième que j'attend avec impatience devrais sortir ce printemps . Je ne sais pas si c'est normal , mais plus la série avance , plus ça m'interesse . Le troisième tome a l'air 10x meilleur que le premier ! Bref :) . Comme je ne suis pas romantique pour deux cents, les histoires comme Twilight ne m'interessent pas du tout . Toutefois , je trouve que les vampires captent facilement l'attention des lecteurs : ils peuvent être attentionnés et sages comme Stefan Salvatore ou encore sadiques et cruels comme son frère ainé , Damon . C'est toujours la même combine dans touts les romans de vampires : Ceux ci sont irrésistibles . On ne verra jamais un vampire laid a chier par terre . Il y a toujours un bon petit vampire remplit de regrets et un autre sans pitié qui obtient ce qu'il est venu chercher coûte que coûte . Ça doit être pourquoi « Le journal d'un vampire » m'a autant captivée . C'est ben simple , il y a de l'action à chaque ligne , du suspense et du doute du début à la fin et aussi un peu d'amour pour les cœurs un peu plus sensibles . Je doit avouer que j'ai lu les livres après avoir visionné la série du même nom (qui est , en passant , pas vraiment reliée aux livres côté histoire) , mais je ne suis pas du tout déçue contrairement à ce que j'avais entendu dire . C'est la preuve qu'il est préférable de se faire sa propre opinion au lieu de croire tout ce qu'on raconte ...

Bref . Si j'aurais à choisir une série , une seule , que j'emporterai avec moi sur une île déserte pour la lire et la relire jusqu'à la fin de mes jours , ce serait sans hésiter Filles de lune par Elisabeth Tremblay . C'est franchement inexplicable ce que ces livres ont développés dans ma petite tête . Je m'intéresse depuis quelque temps au Taro et aux lignes de la main principalement car Naïla , l'héroïne , consulte à un moment donné une voyante qui utilise ses disciplines . Et que dire de ma nouvelle méthode pour prendre des décisions se basant sur des M&M ... Faut ben en rire ! Après avoir lu 4 fois le premier tome , je le connais comme ma poche . C'est peu dire si je dis que cette série a contribué à changer ma perception de la vie . La petite adolescente que je suis n'avais jamais considéré les rudes épreuves que la vie pourrais nous faire endurer et ces romans m'en ont donner une vague idée . Bref . Je me souviens trop bien de ma « première rencontre » avec Filles de lune . J'étais à la bibliothèque de mon ancienne école , environ au mois de Février , et je me cherchais un livre assez épais , mais pas trop , que je pourrai emporter avec moi en France au mois de Mai . Je ne lisais pas beaucoup dans mes temps libres , mais je savais qu'une fois la bas , je n'aurai aucun mal à passer au travers d'un livre du genre . Alors je l'ai emprunter . Puis , peu de temps après , j'ai commencer à le lire , me disant qu'il vaudrait mieux pour moi que je sache à quoi m'en tenir avant de partir pour ne pas me retrouver avec un citron une fois la bas . Je n'ai jamais autant lu de ma vie . Je pensais que c'était impossible de passer 2-3 jours à ne rien faire d'autre , à par aller en cour , que lire . Eh ben j'avais tord ! Et comme la bibliothèque de mon école n'avais pas le deuxième tome et qu'il n'étais pas disponible près de chez moi , j'ai du me résoudre à prendre un autre livre pour mon voyage . Et quand je suis revenue , aussitôt que j'en ai eu l'occasion , j'ai acheter les deux tomes que j'épluche littéralement depuis que je les ai . Bref , j'aime ça moi :) !


Pour terminer (enfin) , mes cadeaux de Noël ressemblent à des livres . D'autres livres . Je ne veux pas passer à côté des romans de Linda Joy Singleton , soit Ne meurt pas libellule , La dernière danse , Boule de cristal , Croiser le fer et La breloque du destin . Aussi , Gabrielle Roy avec Ces enfants de ma vie , que je viens tout juste de commencer , me donne une sacrée bonne impression . C'est dont beau des livres ! Pis c'est dont bon des concombres !

G-L-O-R-I-A !

Raise your hands now to testify . Your confession will be crucified . You're a sacrificial suicide like a dog that's been sodomized . Stand up all the white boys . Sit down and the black girls . You're the soldiers of the new world . Put your faith in a miracle and it's non-denominational . Join the choir we will be singing in the church of wishful thinking . A fire burns today of blasphemy and genocide . The sirens of decay will infiltrate the faith fanatics . Oh bless me lord for I have sinned . It's been a lifetime since I last confessed . I threw my crutches in the river of the shadow of doubt . And I'll be dressed in my Sunday best . Say a prayer for the family . Drop a coin for humanity . Ain't this uniform so flattering ? I never asked you a God damned thing ! Don't test me . Second guess me . Protest me . You will disappear . I want to know who's allowed to breed . All the dogs who never learned to read ? Missionary politicians ? And the cops of a new religion ?

FREEEEEAK

Hello you . By you , I mean me . Because I know I'm the only one to go on this stupid website . But it's okay . I'm here on this blog not to be famous (lol) or to make as many friends as possible . I'm here now to let my little sad heart talk about his feeling . And I'm kidding . Again . I don't even remember why I'm here now . I guess I'll just talk about anything .

Well well well . This week realy sucks . I'm going to read a kinda stupid book called : Un homme et son péché . And my father is going to watch for the 43 847 132 time this movie . I agree that the book is not THAT bad , but I watched the movie so many times because my father loved it and now i'm so pissed that it freak me out .

And I'm going to receive the A H1N1 vaccine this wednesday . I heard that it realy hurt . Maybe I will cry . I'm kidding , I won't . I'm not of those person who get hurt only by seeing the nurse .

And my left arm hurt now . Maybe it is going to explode and I am going to die because of my arm explosion . Or not . I will get some sleep now . Good night you .

I say snatch , eat , erase !

If you wanted me dead , I'd be dead .
Yes .
But I'm not .
Yet .

I can't stop listening to this song...
Anberlin - Enjoy the silence